Figured before i have my baby any day now i will post about the things i am most excited to do when leighton is finally born. Being pregnant has been a beautiful experience but also a stressful, painful and uncomfortable one as well and your very limited on things you can do so i'm excited to be NORMAL again!
1. Have a glass of wine!!!! With Christmas being a few weeks after my sons due date i will sure be enjoying a glass of wine or two. I don't even care what kind or flavor i just can't wait until i can have a glass of wine or a BEER and i honestly don't even like beer but being able to again is going to feel sooooo good.
2. Get tattooed again: Right before i got pregnant i got an outline done to wrap up my left arm and i've had to look at it un finished for way too long. It was sad...I honestly missed being tattooed more than anything
3. Feel/LOOK normal again: I have felt so uncomfortable for so long i can't wait to have my normal body back and be able to bend over without feeling like i am squishing my baby and reach for things without feeling like i'm going to rip my stomach open (Shaving your legs and other areas is like a full time job) I've also felt very very tired the last few weeks 37-40weeks and it honestly makes you feel depressed like you are worthless because all you feel like you can do is nap and lay around. I want to have energy AGAIN! I can't wait to wear the clothes i want without looking super awkward!
4.Lose the boobs: This is only half true. I never had big boobs my entire life i bloomed when i was like 17 and only a little bit haha but as soon as i got pregnant it's like i woke up one morning with MASSIVE BOOBS..i'm talking i went from a b to a d in a matter of weeks...I just don't like big boobs, to me they make me look fat and strange maybe i'm just not used to them but i just haven't been stoked about them at all. My boyfriend loves them but i just think they get in the way and are just too much for me.
5.No more fighting every day with boyfriend due to hormones: I am so thankful to have someone in my life who loves me for me and he might think i'm crazy and i might have yelled and bitched about stupid shit all the time but he was understanding and never took it seriously. Hormones suck, i cried over the most ridiculous things and yelled about even more ridiculous things and derek had to be there for it all...I can't wait til we can be a normal couple again and he can have his girlfriend back <3
